Happy Birthday to My dad

There are good dads' in every land
But you are the best of them all
Drop a tear, 
It releases the fear.
Feel him near,
and tell it to his ear
I'll love you to the end of years.

I lost a dad and i dont know why
What did I do wrong?
Sometimes things get blamed on me...
MOST THINGS ARE BLAMED ON ME
Maybe My father died because he loves me and the family too much...
But now I've learned once someone is gone..
They can't come back = [

Dream
I have a dream about you walking
In a meadow
It is fall and the trees behind are
Turning yellow
There is a creek, its flow is weak
When you look into the water and
See your reflection
It is a picture of perfection
In the distance there is a deer
It seems to have no fear
Like you, it is gentle and sweet
Just being with you is a special treat
This is my dream, it's true
I hope you like it, for I love you

- Blake M.

We all miss you dad I'll continue to Pay for you and so will the family

If only i knew you more than 18 months... = [

*It's been a year daddy
I really really miss you
Mommy says your safe now
In a beautiful place called heaven*
Oh I'm thinking about our younger years

*We had your favorite dinner tonite*

there was only you and me

*I ate it all up*

We were young and wild and free

*Even though I don't like carrots*

Now nothing can take you away from me

*I learned how to swim this summer*

We've been down that road before

*I can even open my eyes*

But that's over now

*While I'm under water*

You keep me coming back for more

*Can't you see me?*

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

*I started kindergarten this year*

Love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

*I carry a picture of us
In my Blue's Clues lunchbox*

Oh once in your life you find someone

*You are the greatest daddy*

Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when you're feeling down
Now nothing can change what you mean to me

*I can swing on the swing by myself*

There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now

*Even though I miss you pushing me*

Cause our love will light the way

*Can't you see me?*

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

*I miss how you used to tickle me*

And love is all that I need

*Tickle my belly*

And I found it there in your heart

"My belly hurts"

It isn't too hard to see

We're in heaven
"I try not to cry"

I've been waiting for so long

"Mommy says it's okay"

For something to arrive
For love to come along

"I know you don't like it when I cry"
Now our dreams are coming true

Through the good times and the bad

"You never wanted me to be sad"

I'll be standing there by you

"I try Daddy but it hurts"
Baby you're all that I want

"Is it true you're not coming home?"

When you're lying here in my arms

"Maybe someday"
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

"I can visit you in heaven, okay?"
And love is all that I need
And I've found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

"It's time for me to go bed now
I sleep with the light on
And kiss me good night
Just in case you come home
I love you so much
I miss you Daddy"